Tuesday, November 8, 2011, 9:32 PM
i give up
dear blogger..
many things ain't going smoothly.... something happened at work on friday. had a tiff with my closest partner abt a week ago.
is it me? or the environment?
recently, all i could portray to him was all the happy things. how to tell him what had happened when we both ain't at the closest, at the right time?
i feel like giving up a lot of things. i can't be standing up straight, head's up and talking confidently. this had happened before and i do not want history to repeat itself..
this is so not me. been portraying all the positives stuffs about every single thing i've told him. one side trying so hard to stay strong, but yet i'm not.
even though i recieved setbacks, tell me? who can i talk to? who can i open up with?
i hope he will be someone who is my best friend and bf. someone who can really talk from the bottom of their sincere heart.
sometimes, i feel very disappointed with myself..
* * * * a little setback faced at work, sincerely hope that it'll not escalate into bigger problems.
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